well well.. lets ask ourselves.. is sorry one of the most difficult word to say?
somehow i agree when one did something wrong n its kind of hard to admit. but those are the old days. now, its juz a word to alot of people. sorry does not have the same effect as it used to. maybe is cause most people are more better and better in acting.
so now sorry got 2 types. from the MOUTH and from the HEART.
i was heartbroken by someone that i take very dear to me. so far in my life i have not felt this way before. after all you have done you think that a sorry will cure everything. hate to say it but i just know you too well.. to know that when u are truly regret n sorry n when you are not. you may have been able to fool others but you cant fool me. n i dare to say tat our lifes will not be d same as before. from now on you are nothing to me as i am nothing to you all along. hate to see that this ties between us have to break but u are the one who force tis to happen.
as i will say now. you are imature and u will continue to get used no matter wat as u will not grow up. lies n cheated will keep coming to you and it will hurt my heart to keep witnessing it but i will stop my self from doing anything to prevent it. and dont come crying to me that time that your regretful for i have foreseen it to happen. as i love you too much i will let you to suffer. for now i will slowly turn this love i have for u away n once its gone. there is no return
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
Gang / Groups??
well, these few days have been as boring as usual as i have said in my previous post. only thing that keep me from full spider web mood is going out for a movie n football.. haha..
well, one problem tat is popping out of my head non stop.. which group/ gang do i belong to? or i dont belong to any at all.. after much serious thinking( which i should have been using it on studies. XP ) i have finally make it clear to my self tat hey.. i dont belong to any. this is why of all the loneliness that i felt.
come to think of it. the only time i got call out is when want cc or just need people to fill up the gap.. d rest i wont occur to any of ur heads.. well, its my problem i think which is why i am who i am now.. alone is not bad. gv me more time with my families as now its having major problem. it hurts me when i am not in anybody mind but it hurts me even more to know tat one of my family is going down.
i have to admit that i always talk straight out, but wat i always say is just tat so u wont get hurt. its pain in d heart when one u care for alot fell. be it for friends or family. i have already make my self to not care so much bout a fren i care alot but i dont wan to have to do d same to family.
i dont mind not being in any gang/group as long as i have family. but now.. i donno where am i heading. i went to kampar so tat u can have more money to spend on but to u i suka suka go kampar oni for no reason. to u i am juz a noisy fella who likes to nag alot and did alot of things tat did not think of u. but one thing for sure i'm not same like u. i put my family first no matter wat. so i can just wish n pray tat u will be ok and not fell too down. for wat you are doing now, once u fell, there wont be a family for u to turn to now.
well, one problem tat is popping out of my head non stop.. which group/ gang do i belong to? or i dont belong to any at all.. after much serious thinking( which i should have been using it on studies. XP ) i have finally make it clear to my self tat hey.. i dont belong to any. this is why of all the loneliness that i felt.
come to think of it. the only time i got call out is when want cc or just need people to fill up the gap.. d rest i wont occur to any of ur heads.. well, its my problem i think which is why i am who i am now.. alone is not bad. gv me more time with my families as now its having major problem. it hurts me when i am not in anybody mind but it hurts me even more to know tat one of my family is going down.
i have to admit that i always talk straight out, but wat i always say is just tat so u wont get hurt. its pain in d heart when one u care for alot fell. be it for friends or family. i have already make my self to not care so much bout a fren i care alot but i dont wan to have to do d same to family.
i dont mind not being in any gang/group as long as i have family. but now.. i donno where am i heading. i went to kampar so tat u can have more money to spend on but to u i suka suka go kampar oni for no reason. to u i am juz a noisy fella who likes to nag alot and did alot of things tat did not think of u. but one thing for sure i'm not same like u. i put my family first no matter wat. so i can just wish n pray tat u will be ok and not fell too down. for wat you are doing now, once u fell, there wont be a family for u to turn to now.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Life Back In Selangor
well.. i'm back in selangor on dec 3 last thursday to attend my sis first fashion show competition. can say that all of the contestant was good so even my sis dint win at least she wont feel so bad.
well, my aunt n 2 cousins got involve in an accident las sun. lucky no life was taken away so thank god for that. so now i am d official ahmad of the house.. so goes my study mood anytime d.. haha..
this few days with alot of time doing nothing make me start thinking of alot of things. well, d more i think d more i feel like a fool.. a fool tat is being use from time to time. but wat choices i have. i dont mind it happen wif my family but it usually happen wif "fren". its a tough choice. so many time i have wanted to cut all contacts n try to get new one who will appreciate me but it seems it wont happen. i will always only appear when they recall me.. if not like a wind i will be blown away.
life's tough. so as i have post earlier just live with it. one day i will sure stand above every single one of those jokers and prove to them tat i am no fool..
tat time dont expect me to be so nice to attend to u all when u decided that i was the most free person in d world.. now officially all of u are just my temporary frens till i manage to be only me alone. tat time i am sure to take u all as d wind tat juz blow by and wont care less.. thanks alot for some good memories bt i will work hard from now on to deny u all n slowly get u all of my brain contact frens list.
well, my aunt n 2 cousins got involve in an accident las sun. lucky no life was taken away so thank god for that. so now i am d official ahmad of the house.. so goes my study mood anytime d.. haha..
this few days with alot of time doing nothing make me start thinking of alot of things. well, d more i think d more i feel like a fool.. a fool tat is being use from time to time. but wat choices i have. i dont mind it happen wif my family but it usually happen wif "fren". its a tough choice. so many time i have wanted to cut all contacts n try to get new one who will appreciate me but it seems it wont happen. i will always only appear when they recall me.. if not like a wind i will be blown away.
life's tough. so as i have post earlier just live with it. one day i will sure stand above every single one of those jokers and prove to them tat i am no fool..
tat time dont expect me to be so nice to attend to u all when u decided that i was the most free person in d world.. now officially all of u are just my temporary frens till i manage to be only me alone. tat time i am sure to take u all as d wind tat juz blow by and wont care less.. thanks alot for some good memories bt i will work hard from now on to deny u all n slowly get u all of my brain contact frens list.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
~Week 3 in Kampar~
wow.. time pass so fas.. alot of things happen lately but i just donno how to put it into words. lets start with a strategy that has happen here in Kampar. 3 UTAR-ians has lost their life while playing in Kampar waterfall. I don't really know anyone of them but thought of giving my condolense to their family. N for those who are thinking of going to waterfall anywhere, do think twice especially wif the raining season now. better be safe than sorry people. XD
mmm... wat else... i was officially a diploma graduate now... except tat since diploma than no four corner hat to wear a.. damn.. XD
still got alot of things tat wan to share or write out but willy cant put into words. beside, somethings are better kept to my self than blog bout it.. haha
so cheers and auvoir
mmm... wat else... i was officially a diploma graduate now... except tat since diploma than no four corner hat to wear a.. damn.. XD
still got alot of things tat wan to share or write out but willy cant put into words. beside, somethings are better kept to my self than blog bout it.. haha
so cheers and auvoir
Monday, October 19, 2009
First Day Of Sem 2
hey folks.. its d first day of class. today oni got 1 class.. leadership and teambuilding..
n got... it is juz so BORING... hoho.. 2 hours non stop hitz and i don even get a single thing she said.. worst crap ever.. OMG... and i planning on scoring somemore.. die la like tis...
so since its a bored day. one cant held it but alot of things have been going tru my mind.. it amaze me on how much i can think of when i'm too free... wat will happen if i do this..wat if i did tat. wow.. so many questions yet there is no answer...
well... always there is just one answer tat i make my self.. its my choice.. no doubt tat human will always ask for more.. no denying it..always wanting d best.. but hey.. i make d choices so here i am now.. no point complaining anywhere..since i have make d choice.. than live with it and try to make more better choice from now on.. life don stop just because u make bad choices.. life stop when u wan life to stop.. when u give up on life.. in other word.. ur dead.. haha
i'm still 20 so more for me ahead.. hey.. a young man gotto have gd aim at d future.. if not how to get lots of $$$$... and not denying successfull in getting a nice happy family.. haha
so for those who reading this.. stop complaining on why ur caught in d rain half way of ur journey.. u choose tat road and tat time to get caught.. so live wif it...
So people.. bye for now.. more talking from me some other time.. tis keyboard make it hard for me to type more.. hoho... Auvoir
n got... it is juz so BORING... hoho.. 2 hours non stop hitz and i don even get a single thing she said.. worst crap ever.. OMG... and i planning on scoring somemore.. die la like tis...
so since its a bored day. one cant held it but alot of things have been going tru my mind.. it amaze me on how much i can think of when i'm too free... wat will happen if i do this..wat if i did tat. wow.. so many questions yet there is no answer...
well... always there is just one answer tat i make my self.. its my choice.. no doubt tat human will always ask for more.. no denying it..always wanting d best.. but hey.. i make d choices so here i am now.. no point complaining anywhere..since i have make d choice.. than live with it and try to make more better choice from now on.. life don stop just because u make bad choices.. life stop when u wan life to stop.. when u give up on life.. in other word.. ur dead.. haha
i'm still 20 so more for me ahead.. hey.. a young man gotto have gd aim at d future.. if not how to get lots of $$$$... and not denying successfull in getting a nice happy family.. haha
so for those who reading this.. stop complaining on why ur caught in d rain half way of ur journey.. u choose tat road and tat time to get caught.. so live wif it...
So people.. bye for now.. more talking from me some other time.. tis keyboard make it hard for me to type more.. hoho... Auvoir
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Sem Break Over!!
hey people.. i'm blogging right here in Kampar.. yep.. i'm back to Kampar after almost 3 weeks holiday... time pass so fast.. just a blink of an eye and well.. mon gonna start class d.. OMG... like so not prepare for it a.. too free d now gotto start studying d.. ahha..
well... my 3 weeks holiday can say i have been to 3 special place which i kind of enjoy d most.. first.. GENTING... when there just as our holiday start wif my UTAR mates... was a fun experience a...
2nd; BAR CELONA.. when there for digi buftday bash.. hoho... a fun nite wif very less drinking... sad to say a.. XD.. if got more drinks who knws wat else might happen tat nite.. XD
3rd; POPPY.. with few of my mates when there to try out.. seriously a nice place but oni problem is maybe all of us don like being sardin a.. ahha..total pack like one kind.. lucky we manage to get a sofa seat juz upstairs to relax n enjoy d sardin view.. haha...
basicly tats all for now a.. so late i saja on9 so no ideas wat to write yet.. will post somemore nxt time.. maybe try emo post.. XD
well... my 3 weeks holiday can say i have been to 3 special place which i kind of enjoy d most.. first.. GENTING... when there just as our holiday start wif my UTAR mates... was a fun experience a...
2nd; BAR CELONA.. when there for digi buftday bash.. hoho... a fun nite wif very less drinking... sad to say a.. XD.. if got more drinks who knws wat else might happen tat nite.. XD
3rd; POPPY.. with few of my mates when there to try out.. seriously a nice place but oni problem is maybe all of us don like being sardin a.. ahha..total pack like one kind.. lucky we manage to get a sofa seat juz upstairs to relax n enjoy d sardin view.. haha...
basicly tats all for now a.. so late i saja on9 so no ideas wat to write yet.. will post somemore nxt time.. maybe try emo post.. XD
Sunday, October 4, 2009
~Digi Birthday Bash~
Yesterday when to Digi Birthday Bash wif few of my frens... as we also have a OCT baby with us so why not go join in d fun... Once we reach there it was fully crowded.. all d OCT NOV DEC babies were there.. party is already started wif d performance n games...
Me and my fren decide to blend in d crowd as the place we are standing was too empty.. haha... lucky we did.. as d nite goes d music gets pump... n so d dancing begins... can say tat nite i dance more than i drink.. foyuh... tired sial...
after the party when to mamak wif wai keat n shi yan.. talk talk talk until donno tat is 5.30am d.. wow.. super geng...
donno wat more t write.. juz conclusion is have a blast.. only less is liquor!! haha
Friday, October 2, 2009
Back In Selangor!!!
First sem break since gone to UTAR Kampar.. Juz Came Back from genting wif some of my UTAR frens...Its been a while since i last go there so its fun.. and not to mention the stupid mist who make us cant see a thing.. haha.. but overall its agood expereince with them... the next time lets plan some where else.. !!!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
~Exam And New Sem Awaits~
Well people... Next week 16 Sep till 26 Sep start will be the start of D-Day for me.. wanna know why... lets give you all some tips.. a event where all students hate the most? Burning Mid-Night Oil that happen before and during this period? Lots Of COFFEE needed also? hehe... if cant guess than too bad o.. if know than you will know how D i am tat time d a.. even now oredi D-ing!!!! help help..
the FBI n CSI has been sent out to search for the missing STUDY MOOD.. but so far only manage to find fakes one.. the STUDY MOOD or better to be known as SM ( don simply think think a people.. hehe ) is a master of clones. wat makes this clones special is once caught they will only appear around 1 hour max and poof.. it disapear. like shadow clone technique( for those who watch anime will know )
So juz yesterday 10 Sep have been a war all around Malaysia by alot UTARIAN students.. war as who will get the desire time-table for next sem. its hell of a war as sweat n saliva have been put out.. Those with a faint heart nearly got a heart attack from the war.. Lucky for me i manage to win most of the war.. but what is a winning war without sacrifice.. Mine is quite huge as it means i wont be able to go back to HOME for 7 weeks... wat a waste... misses out on relaxtion n food...
so well people.. thats all for now i suppose.. its time to join back the search team and hope that tis time the SM that was caught its not a fake..
the FBI n CSI has been sent out to search for the missing STUDY MOOD.. but so far only manage to find fakes one.. the STUDY MOOD or better to be known as SM ( don simply think think a people.. hehe ) is a master of clones. wat makes this clones special is once caught they will only appear around 1 hour max and poof.. it disapear. like shadow clone technique( for those who watch anime will know )
So juz yesterday 10 Sep have been a war all around Malaysia by alot UTARIAN students.. war as who will get the desire time-table for next sem. its hell of a war as sweat n saliva have been put out.. Those with a faint heart nearly got a heart attack from the war.. Lucky for me i manage to win most of the war.. but what is a winning war without sacrifice.. Mine is quite huge as it means i wont be able to go back to HOME for 7 weeks... wat a waste... misses out on relaxtion n food...
so well people.. thats all for now i suppose.. its time to join back the search team and hope that tis time the SM that was caught its not a fake..
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
~Pringles Tube~
new method of hackers... now oni i knw pringles tube so geng
a good way to sked of cats or dogs in d neighbourhood!!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Satu Malaysia
yday was Malaysia 52 bifthday.. i spent it in Kampar kononnya study la.. haha..
Tis song i uplodgot my attention.. a very nice song by Malaysia it self.. nowadays songs tat are sang from Malaysia is getting more n more nice..so those that haven heard of i b4.. go listen..Satu Suara Satu Malaysia
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
First BBQ In Kampar
well, yday was BBQ section with TG4.. should be one of our last group gathering d.. exams are juz around the corner, and nxt sem think we wont all be in d same group d.. a nice group of ppl i can say.. all friendly n fun.. not to mention alot of drama happen... too bad yday i ate a little oni.. poke alot but manage to eat less.. nvm a, wat matter is all have fun... n also its d latest tat most of the group members gather together so far.. gonna miss it.. less pic taken a.. so just check out some of the pics tat i manage to take a.. xo.. btw, nid to mention we have our BBQ juz under a bus stop.. haha
Now.. wat Are They Looking At??
Fire Starting
Fires Up And Lets Start Cooking
Fires Up And Lets Start Cooking
Snatch Food To Eat!!
We Manage to Finsih!!
We Manage to Finsih!!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Movie N Alcohol!!!
yday a few of us decide to do a little gathering of our own.. quite good actually as i love gathering.. where all juz sit n talk n relax oni...
after class we all head dwn to ipoh because soon keat decide he wan to watch a movie.. but we went to siew yan house first... her family r all quite friendly.. n not to mention the star of the house... her cat.. haha.. seriously tis cat is more like a dog than a cat... it knw some tricks but it must involve food as usual.. so funny n cute when see it..
after sitting n talking a while there we all head to jusco to watch " Aliens In The Attic". n ppl.. for a sat jusco is just so quiet only.. wanna know y?? because just las week a hawker in d food court have been vertified wif H1N1.. but we all still go.. haha.. but first time we see so less ppl la..
n we got special seat also.. all 5 of us sit at a corner where oni 5 chairs have n no other seats beside.. haha
after the movie we when to a liquor shop to buy some liqour.. end up buying a "Black Label" and some suck local vodka lychee.. cheapest whiskey i have bought for oni RM 144 le.. hahaa.. damn,, club is like triple.. xo
so 6 of us at 11pm went to westlake to have our drink.. its fun.. juz a few frens sitting there n chit chat.. haha.. one gal first time drink got drunk.. n today forgotten wat she say n did yday.. n being a gd fren like us we start to make up stories on wat she is doing.. haha.. a very memorable day yday..
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
~Updates~
well well.. i'm back in kampar after 3 relax day back at KK.. its nice to go back home n meet back my family. when to movies with the whole family. al 5 of us.. watched G.I Joe. can say a nice movie and its wort the time n money to see it. its willy been some time since we hv a family outing like tis.. miss it oredi a..
on sun nite went to shyuan house to have a nice chit chat with her n ann.. its been a while also since i just sit n gossip n catch up wif frens.. thx gals. its very rare for me to find frens to juz chit chat d a.. maybe time change n ppl change too.. so i'm left out of mainly all d groups tat i once thought i'm in.. now i go back KK is just for my family. say wan catch up wif old frens, i hardly knw them d a.. haha..
share wif all a funny pic.. ninja. haha
on sun nite went to shyuan house to have a nice chit chat with her n ann.. its been a while also since i just sit n gossip n catch up wif frens.. thx gals. its very rare for me to find frens to juz chit chat d a.. maybe time change n ppl change too.. so i'm left out of mainly all d groups tat i once thought i'm in.. now i go back KK is just for my family. say wan catch up wif old frens, i hardly knw them d a.. haha..
share wif all a funny pic.. ninja. haha
Monday, August 10, 2009
Easy Crunch To A Healthier Life
Yesterday was my group presentation for marketting. first time see all of them fully in formal n not bad o.. hehe.. we present our product which is Organic Crunch. a new product that we invented for nestle. can say that we have done a good job.. our group got the most questions from the lec.. donno why, maybe he likes to eat cereals alot so keep asking us o. haha..
i got forget abit of wat am i suppose to say d.. u knw o, tat i always did not prepare sppech juz read tru that talk wat i remember n crap.. haha.. but lucky i knw crap so can crap bit when have to answer the question.
after tat all of us when to have our dinner.. and the shop we eat at is gd to look at the outside but the food insisde...... u can get the idea. tis time i donno how i spend my money. around a week i already spend up to 200.. damn.. where did my money all gone to??
so tats all for today folks.. nxt time got things will upload.
p/s: why i always aim for play gal to kao a??? ahhaha
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Study Smart Workshop Preview
well.. juz as the tittle showed.. yesterday tis preview is the first event i organise in UTAR. well.. cant say all goes well in the preperation as its in a rush but overall i can say my committee have done a good job. although all of us are having our exams n assignments they all still can help me to make tis happen. so thank you very much t all of u.. merci beaucoup to ee ven, siew yan, melvin. not to mention those non committe frens tat have help us out also. SK, wah and kw.
just make my day not good is some comment tat i hear from a senior about or progress.. dare to say we din do anything and blame my fren for informing me. well, she is my comittee so anything related to tis event is natural that she report to me cause i'm the chairman n i sure ask the society chairman if i do not knw. we are all juniors doing this event without much guideance from anyone so we have do wat we knw n wat we can.. so juz stop complaining n stop BULLYING my fren!!!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
~Loneliness~
well.. kampar is a new life a new start.. where everything is new to me.. from the people to the studies.. nothing is d same as it us to be. a fresh start for a miserable time back in selangor. not to say my family, my family is always d best. but other issue that make my life there miserable.
now as times goes by, i'm like going slowly n slowly back to wat i fear most in life.. loneliness... i'm a person who like to crap alot or get my self busy.. but some how some way, i found my self lock up alone in my room facing four walls n a blank laptop screen. donno why since i move here my msn is extremly quiet,.. las time i can juz on msn n go on n on n din play any game.. now i kind of temp to find my self wanting to go to cc or some other place. lucky so far i can still withstand it o..
so can anyone tell me wats d problem wif me?? izit tat i hv change to be boring or i have just lost my way. no doubt bout it tat here is a very gd place to study.. but i cant juz sit there n read.. its juz so not my style. somemore now busy wif assingments n events. damn headache. don get me wrong.. i love doing events and stuff like tat, but tis is like so rushing n so clueless.. its gd tat head post is given to us but if wan us to learn n stuff.. at least guide us on wat to do.. not juz ask us do tis do tat..
all tis make me miss my secondary life.. remember tat las time when we first became the ajk for pbsm. we are scouting for replacement oredi. we push our choice to go for talk n learn things. followusn n involve them in all that we do... u cant c a event tat we organise without a few canditates invlove.. tis is the way to learn. we slowly pass on n not jz dump to them
so wat can i say... its MY CHOICE as i choose to be here. my choice to take up the challenges so no point complaining. juz typical human sure not enough a.. haha
wish me luck in my workshop tis coming thurs, assingment due date on fri n mid term on sat...
don be surprise if found me half date at d end of the week.. cheers all...
now as times goes by, i'm like going slowly n slowly back to wat i fear most in life.. loneliness... i'm a person who like to crap alot or get my self busy.. but some how some way, i found my self lock up alone in my room facing four walls n a blank laptop screen. donno why since i move here my msn is extremly quiet,.. las time i can juz on msn n go on n on n din play any game.. now i kind of temp to find my self wanting to go to cc or some other place. lucky so far i can still withstand it o..
so can anyone tell me wats d problem wif me?? izit tat i hv change to be boring or i have just lost my way. no doubt bout it tat here is a very gd place to study.. but i cant juz sit there n read.. its juz so not my style. somemore now busy wif assingments n events. damn headache. don get me wrong.. i love doing events and stuff like tat, but tis is like so rushing n so clueless.. its gd tat head post is given to us but if wan us to learn n stuff.. at least guide us on wat to do.. not juz ask us do tis do tat..
all tis make me miss my secondary life.. remember tat las time when we first became the ajk for pbsm. we are scouting for replacement oredi. we push our choice to go for talk n learn things. followusn n involve them in all that we do... u cant c a event tat we organise without a few canditates invlove.. tis is the way to learn. we slowly pass on n not jz dump to them
so wat can i say... its MY CHOICE as i choose to be here. my choice to take up the challenges so no point complaining. juz typical human sure not enough a.. haha
wish me luck in my workshop tis coming thurs, assingment due date on fri n mid term on sat...
don be surprise if found me half date at d end of the week.. cheers all...
Sunday, July 26, 2009
KK n Bck...
just got back from selangor a.. when back on fri n skip 4 classes.. ahha
when to jx farewll party las night.. met a few secondary frens but can feel that all have change d.. all got own gang n do own things.. even wan sit dwn n talk cant las to an hour.. well, ppl change.. so cant blame a..
just miss d times when we all use to hang out together a.. go hv a game of bsb or even go yum cha can take whole day.. nw is not d same d.. all have grown n have diff frens.. so all the best to all a..
when to jx farewll party las night.. met a few secondary frens but can feel that all have change d.. all got own gang n do own things.. even wan sit dwn n talk cant las to an hour.. well, ppl change.. so cant blame a..
just miss d times when we all use to hang out together a.. go hv a game of bsb or even go yum cha can take whole day.. nw is not d same d.. all have grown n have diff frens.. so all the best to all a..
Saturday, July 18, 2009
UPDATE!!! HAHA
ahha.. so long no update my blog d.. been wanting to update but dono y cant frce my self to press the new post thingy... haha..
just only finish my mid term test yesterday.. n well.. monday start i must start studying for my final d.. seriously i sucks at my midterm.. total dono how to do all.. haiz..
so far kampar life have been ok.. nothing much happen.. so cham also.. my buftday here i celebrate alone... IN CC somemore.. haiz..
i'm in d BA society now and is organising a BA NITE. haha.. n i got d vice chairman post for tis event.. damn.. quite stress actually cause gv a first year freshee student me tat post.. hope all goes well..
haven been able to take much pics for all viewing.. haha.. maybe cause my group can say oni a few camwhores.. unlike taylors where pics will b everywhere. haha.. u knw who i'm talking bout if u got read tis... wakaka
so think so far for now.. if manage to think of anything than will update o.. xo
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Week 3 at Kampar
well well.. its 3 weeks d since i official stay here... yesterday just move in a new house mate.. n its a gal.. haha.. sori guys but siu mui mui type not my cup of tea so dont simply think think.. haha
our house will be very clean when she is around cause she is very particular bout cleaniness.. haha.. but d sad part is our house will b also very stuffy.. is cause when she is around she wont let us open the sliding door as it will get dust in.. WOW.. so me n my other house mate make a deal.. when she is out to class n who of us in the house we go open.. when she come back oni she own self close a.. haha
first day she come oredi got case d.. her fren, who just stay opposite us.. donno how reverse car till bang the kancil behind.. n well.. the next thing i knw it was such a big fuss.. she n her frens wan to pay 300 but d person donno is he a guy or wat go call his parents come.. n her mum start kacau here n there.. make me also dulan.. haha
end up i also go dwn to try help out o.. if not cant slp o.. she manage to call her mum to come help while i manage to call a fren who knws bout car to come and tell out the price of d repair a.. so after so many hours they dono y kacau end up also pay 300... waste all time a.. oredi midnite d a by d time over.. haha.. should b fell asleep d in my dream world terpaksa extend time.. haha
so tats a starting story a.. xo
our house will be very clean when she is around cause she is very particular bout cleaniness.. haha.. but d sad part is our house will b also very stuffy.. is cause when she is around she wont let us open the sliding door as it will get dust in.. WOW.. so me n my other house mate make a deal.. when she is out to class n who of us in the house we go open.. when she come back oni she own self close a.. haha
first day she come oredi got case d.. her fren, who just stay opposite us.. donno how reverse car till bang the kancil behind.. n well.. the next thing i knw it was such a big fuss.. she n her frens wan to pay 300 but d person donno is he a guy or wat go call his parents come.. n her mum start kacau here n there.. make me also dulan.. haha
end up i also go dwn to try help out o.. if not cant slp o.. she manage to call her mum to come help while i manage to call a fren who knws bout car to come and tell out the price of d repair a.. so after so many hours they dono y kacau end up also pay 300... waste all time a.. oredi midnite d a by d time over.. haha.. should b fell asleep d in my dream world terpaksa extend time.. haha
so tats a starting story a.. xo
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
UPDATE ON KAMPAR!!
well well.. today is the second week i am here.. so far nothing much happen o.. now my class is from mon till sat le.. damn cham.. means i most probaly will b stuck here for donno how long a..
so far met my groups mates.. every1 was ok.. but oni think is all is quite quiet.. hard to start a long conversation wif them so far.. hope time will make it better a... haha
so far the oni one keep teman me is my house mate steven o.. a very funny guy who is trying very hard to speak gd cantonese.. haha.. btw, his from klang.
here is use to life d but every now and than sure will bored like shit when alone in my room..
n been eating alot of rice a here.. apa pun rice a.. ahha.. 1 day like eat 4 meals le me.. really eat poor me d a.. haha.. later tummy also grow d a..
if got chance go back i so gonna go get a mcd to eat a.. haha..
tats all for now.. no laptop yet so cant upload pics
so far met my groups mates.. every1 was ok.. but oni think is all is quite quiet.. hard to start a long conversation wif them so far.. hope time will make it better a... haha
so far the oni one keep teman me is my house mate steven o.. a very funny guy who is trying very hard to speak gd cantonese.. haha.. btw, his from klang.
here is use to life d but every now and than sure will bored like shit when alone in my room..
n been eating alot of rice a here.. apa pun rice a.. ahha.. 1 day like eat 4 meals le me.. really eat poor me d a.. haha.. later tummy also grow d a..
if got chance go back i so gonna go get a mcd to eat a.. haha..
tats all for now.. no laptop yet so cant upload pics
Thursday, May 28, 2009
KAMPAR
well well.. for those who donno i'm now staying in Kampar.. reason why is because i study in utar o.. haha
staying in a single room in westlake which d rent is freaking expensive a.. 350 a month le.. damn cham.. worst i don hv own laptop or com so damn sien o at room.. afternoon beh tahan cause hot a.. haha.. now like cc my 2nd house a..
so far life here is peaceful o.. haven gotto met my group mates yet so nxt mon will see o..
currently now in cc also a too sien till blogging o.. cant upload any pics yet as cant upload yet ma.. once got d will let u all see my cute little small room a.. ahaha
staying in a single room in westlake which d rent is freaking expensive a.. 350 a month le.. damn cham.. worst i don hv own laptop or com so damn sien o at room.. afternoon beh tahan cause hot a.. haha.. now like cc my 2nd house a..
so far life here is peaceful o.. haven gotto met my group mates yet so nxt mon will see o..
currently now in cc also a too sien till blogging o.. cant upload any pics yet as cant upload yet ma.. once got d will let u all see my cute little small room a.. ahaha
Friday, May 22, 2009
UTAR, KAMPAR
Well.. just got my offer letter from UTAR yesterday.. force me to email them that if not done by yesterday i going to tell it to the press only they will go and do it for me.. total useless a them.. haha..
now make me rush like hell.. monday gonna start my orientation d and 2morow i gonna find a place to rent n move in straight.. funny aint it.. haha..
well.. its kind of rush so sorry to any1 cause wont b able to inform a.. will b coming back once in a while so yeah should b gd.
now going into a new life o. donn wat will b install for me.. only knw for sure is for the next whole week i gonna b so bored cause not oni am i alone there i wont hv anybody to teman me or anything to do. no laptop also so can imagine wat am i gonna do facing the four walls a.. DAY DREAM like mad.. haha
now make me rush like hell.. monday gonna start my orientation d and 2morow i gonna find a place to rent n move in straight.. funny aint it.. haha..
well.. its kind of rush so sorry to any1 cause wont b able to inform a.. will b coming back once in a while so yeah should b gd.
now going into a new life o. donn wat will b install for me.. only knw for sure is for the next whole week i gonna b so bored cause not oni am i alone there i wont hv anybody to teman me or anything to do. no laptop also so can imagine wat am i gonna do facing the four walls a.. DAY DREAM like mad.. haha
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
UTAR or STAMFORD??
well people.. i'm down to this 2 place to study now.. i still thinking which to go to? UTAR will take me back near my hometown while STAMFORD i will remain here in selangor.
a tough choice.. now i waiting for offer letter from UTAR as alot of paperworks they need that Taylors does not have.. so mafan a.. why cant Taylors a world class college dont have paperworks tat even UTAR require.
well people.. do give me your suggestions..
UTAR= a chance of a new life for me. get to live back to a place and environment tat i love alot. more to nature. away from alot of fustration that i hv here. the bad thing is they hv 45 subjects to learn n it takes me 3 years to complete. not to say i will have a limited budget to spend so hv to watch wat i do wif my $$ haha
STAMFORD= maybe will get my own car if i study here. only a 2 years course with 21 subjects oni!!!. but have to continue to stay here and face d same fustration that could drive me nuts.. haha..
tough choice eh people.. haha.. so now i so headache o. which 1 to go to.. ahha
a tough choice.. now i waiting for offer letter from UTAR as alot of paperworks they need that Taylors does not have.. so mafan a.. why cant Taylors a world class college dont have paperworks tat even UTAR require.
well people.. do give me your suggestions..
UTAR= a chance of a new life for me. get to live back to a place and environment tat i love alot. more to nature. away from alot of fustration that i hv here. the bad thing is they hv 45 subjects to learn n it takes me 3 years to complete. not to say i will have a limited budget to spend so hv to watch wat i do wif my $$ haha
STAMFORD= maybe will get my own car if i study here. only a 2 years course with 21 subjects oni!!!. but have to continue to stay here and face d same fustration that could drive me nuts.. haha..
tough choice eh people.. haha.. so now i so headache o. which 1 to go to.. ahha
Friday, May 1, 2009
~Clubbing~
well well.. finally should write about tis aint a.. is going clubbing oni for those bad people a? haha.. y so many ppl hv to label those go club as not good? so far i hv to admit it tat i like to club.. but tat doesnt make me bad aint it? u can see alot of business ppl or even lectureres at club.. so tell me y is tat..
i still remember my first time to club is with my secondary school frens, at ruums.. although its short but its kind of nice.. after tat is mardi gras where can say my 2nd time clubbing oni.. wif my college mates n a few secondary frens at mardi. its kind of fun there since so many ppl. still remember its hari raya eve n we end up singing balik kampung at midnite.. haha..
but now d palce i go d most is mos.. have to admit d music sucks but one gd thing bout it.. its non smoking.. tats d class over there.. juz went there yday wif 3 frens.. haha.. use d most less can say. oni 50.. lol..
so club on people.. for those who dont like clubbers.. time for u to get a life o.. keep facing d books or com aint d way.. life's short..
Sunday, April 26, 2009
HOLIDAY
wow.. is killing me a tis holiday.. total boredom le..
why le,. cause now i am collecting dust in d house o.. so easy..
always looking out donno when can go out.. alone go out is like abit sohai a can say.. haha
so nothing to blog bout o except my sienness.. so tats all a.. xp
why le,. cause now i am collecting dust in d house o.. so easy..
always looking out donno when can go out.. alone go out is like abit sohai a can say.. haha
so nothing to blog bout o except my sienness.. so tats all a.. xp
Sunday, April 19, 2009
~Alone~
well folks.. sorry for not updating my blog.. its just tat nothing much to update o..
its d 3 weeks of april since i start my so call holiday.. well, most people will take me as enjoying my days relaxing n stuff.. well. maybe they are rite at d relaxing part.. but too relax??
if seriously is like d movies i will b fill with spider web now or oni left a bone for who cares. tis holiday my only routine is go college hunting, become ahmad, slp n eat.. tats juz all i do..
as days goes by.. being alone make one thinks alot.. make me think of whats my problem? have been looking at d com screen for hours each day hoping some1 will even chat wif me but nothing. looking at my hp n hoping someone will ask me out or juz plain chit chat but nothing.
its been making me think alot.. izit me?? i cant seem to blend in with any1 i suppose.. lost alot of frens tat i don even knw i lost. being left out of things tat i hv not been left out for quite some times before but now...
now i kind of like d wolf also.. lone wolf.. its kind of suits me.. always alone n looking for ways to survive. in d house is like hell to me also n well.. don wan quite bad mouth bout it but its juz suffers to stay in house n facing a whole lots of things..
i wish tat i can juz go away.. some place far.. where even i can b alone i can slowly enjoy the times. some place where i don have to try to please anyone.a place for outcast like me...
is there a place like tis? where i can finally relax my mind n heal my injury...
its d 3 weeks of april since i start my so call holiday.. well, most people will take me as enjoying my days relaxing n stuff.. well. maybe they are rite at d relaxing part.. but too relax??
if seriously is like d movies i will b fill with spider web now or oni left a bone for who cares. tis holiday my only routine is go college hunting, become ahmad, slp n eat.. tats juz all i do..
as days goes by.. being alone make one thinks alot.. make me think of whats my problem? have been looking at d com screen for hours each day hoping some1 will even chat wif me but nothing. looking at my hp n hoping someone will ask me out or juz plain chit chat but nothing.
its been making me think alot.. izit me?? i cant seem to blend in with any1 i suppose.. lost alot of frens tat i don even knw i lost. being left out of things tat i hv not been left out for quite some times before but now...
now i kind of like d wolf also.. lone wolf.. its kind of suits me.. always alone n looking for ways to survive. in d house is like hell to me also n well.. don wan quite bad mouth bout it but its juz suffers to stay in house n facing a whole lots of things..
i wish tat i can juz go away.. some place far.. where even i can b alone i can slowly enjoy the times. some place where i don have to try to please anyone.a place for outcast like me...
is there a place like tis? where i can finally relax my mind n heal my injury...
Sunday, April 5, 2009
ReDaNG
ok folks.. it happen las week so sori late post it up..
cant blame d lazy donno what to write me..
ok.. been to redang wif my college mates.. not to mention my sis tag along.. think got around 25 of us a.. not sure din really count..
well.. it was a quite fun getaway.. oni most pity is wayne who cant sleep in the bus.. haha..
since this most probaly is my last time going on a vacation with you guys so all the best o...
donno what to write but juz show pics o..xp
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
GraduAtE DIPLOMA!!!!
well.. sori for the late update.. i juz came back from Redang.. will talk more on tat later..
now is all about i'm a diploma graduate.. 2 years hv pass juz like tis.. there are just so many sweet n bitter memories which i'm going to miss alot..
most is tis bunch of college mates.. since i'm not continue for higher diploma.. i wish all n everyone all the best. donno when are we going to meet again but i hope tat we will all still keep in touch..
Sunday, March 15, 2009
A HIGH RATED MOVIE
well.. juz finish watching tis movie tat won alot of grammys a.. n first time b4 watching i thought is a comedy type of movie.. but who knws.. its nt even a comedy but a real life with nice story line movie.. i will willy suggest u all to catch tis if u all have not watch it a..
Saturday, March 14, 2009
A Let Down Movie
well.. wat movie am i talking bout.. is non other than...
its like a disgrace to d anime series of dragon ball.. no offense on the effects and stuff but its juz nt dragon ball tat we all watch.. me n my frens r all shaking our heads after watching it..
so advice to those tat hv not watch it n was planning to go.. better buy a dvd or dl a.. its a short movie even shorter than 90 mins so u knw wat i mean..
p/s.. d dragon tat appear in tis movie is a total disgrace a!!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Quiz about my self!!!
Well, go tru a blog and saw tis quiz and decided to gv it a try... strange but true its quite true to who i am.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
so people.. do try out tis quiz and see how much it say about u is true..http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
cheers!!!
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
so people.. do try out tis quiz and see how much it say about u is true..http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
cheers!!!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Rules: Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Philbert
2. A four Letter Word: Pick
3. A boy's Name: Patrick
4. A girl's Name: Priscillia
5. An occupation: Producer
6. A colour: Purple
7. Something you'll wear: Pink shirt?
9. A food: Papaya rice
10. Something found in the bathroom: Paip
11. A place: Poland
12. A reason for being late: Pain in the eye??
13. Something you'd shout: PK
14. A movie title: Pearl Habour
15. Something you drink: Pina Colada
16. A musical group: Pink?
17. An animal: Panther
18. A street name: P,..... ( how will i knw)
19. A type of car: Proton??
20. The title of a song: Pin my Yard
I tag:
all that read my blog a.. xp
1. What is your name: Philbert
2. A four Letter Word: Pick
3. A boy's Name: Patrick
4. A girl's Name: Priscillia
5. An occupation: Producer
6. A colour: Purple
7. Something you'll wear: Pink shirt?
9. A food: Papaya rice
10. Something found in the bathroom: Paip
11. A place: Poland
12. A reason for being late: Pain in the eye??
13. Something you'd shout: PK
14. A movie title: Pearl Habour
15. Something you drink: Pina Colada
16. A musical group: Pink?
17. An animal: Panther
18. A street name: P,..... ( how will i knw)
19. A type of car: Proton??
20. The title of a song: Pin my Yard
I tag:
all that read my blog a.. xp
heyoh ppl
heyoh ppl.. sori i din update or come to view my blog a..
just tis new year is just nt my year a.. having a very bad time in everything..
ya.. can say tis year is my emo year a.. n my lonely year a...
i am slowly losing most of my frens n reason is i still donno y.. juz feel getting farer from all of them.. wat to do.. life ma..
2nd is my fmaily.. well... exams is coming n i am so damn stress up.. but no thx to d wonderful study environment at hse.. i always study some than play game or chit chat d.. its my style n can get to make me relax more n remember.. weird hu.. but my family is still there grumbling all d day nite tru.. n dare compare me wif some1 tat i ahte to b compare to.. WTH
my relationship is also nt going gd a.. cant seem to get hold of wat i wan.. maybe is i nt smart enough to hold on to it a.. even now i feel like i am being played by her.. oni she knws wat is going on...
haix.. so sad life a for me.. cant really see me in blog a.. donno how to say out a.. feel like wanna go kill ppl oni a.. xo
just tis new year is just nt my year a.. having a very bad time in everything..
ya.. can say tis year is my emo year a.. n my lonely year a...
i am slowly losing most of my frens n reason is i still donno y.. juz feel getting farer from all of them.. wat to do.. life ma..
2nd is my fmaily.. well... exams is coming n i am so damn stress up.. but no thx to d wonderful study environment at hse.. i always study some than play game or chit chat d.. its my style n can get to make me relax more n remember.. weird hu.. but my family is still there grumbling all d day nite tru.. n dare compare me wif some1 tat i ahte to b compare to.. WTH
my relationship is also nt going gd a.. cant seem to get hold of wat i wan.. maybe is i nt smart enough to hold on to it a.. even now i feel like i am being played by her.. oni she knws wat is going on...
haix.. so sad life a for me.. cant really see me in blog a.. donno how to say out a.. feel like wanna go kill ppl oni a.. xo
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
~LiFe~
Life is so full of mystery... When ones thought of having something in their grasp it just flew away.. When u thought you have gain a friend.. It turns its back on you..
So is humans the smatest being on earth... Its hard to decide.. Although we have all d things that can comfort us.. But do we actually know why are we doing this.. Is it just a way that humans hide from their fustration or sorrows? Or is it a where that the mind make us think that tis is life? Many dictionary can give u many different answers on what is life.. So when the dictionary is made by human them self.. Why till now we cant find a similiar thought on life..
So is humans the smatest being on earth... Its hard to decide.. Although we have all d things that can comfort us.. But do we actually know why are we doing this.. Is it just a way that humans hide from their fustration or sorrows? Or is it a where that the mind make us think that tis is life? Many dictionary can give u many different answers on what is life.. So when the dictionary is made by human them self.. Why till now we cant find a similiar thought on life..
Or is it the insect or animals who are suppose to be the suppreme being here.. they know what are they born n raise for.. they know what should they do or dont... most importantly.. they seem to understand what has life prepare for them.. so is it them who knows the secret of life?? no one knows for sure...
Only way left for us is to keep guessing and looking.. For humans are born with greed and self-centre in their heart.. Unless one can truly put aside what is in them.. they cant start the search for the answer...
Thursday, January 1, 2009
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