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To follow the rules or not to follow the rules.. Here are the Pro & Cons

Follow Rules= Pro is that all will go smooth at the end of the day and there will be no complain from the guest or management. Cons is that you will have alot of inside enemies, people will start talking bad about you behind your back. Until you are left alone with nothing but a bad name..

Do Not Follow Rules= Pro is that you wont be so stress cause you wouldn't care less. People will talk less behind your back because your not strict to them. So less enemies. Cons is that there might be complaints from various people if the job is undone.

So it kinds of piss me off when day by day more and more bad things that I heard that are being said about me. I have to admit that I'm a very strict person and will try my best to follow the rules. But hey, what does it end up into, lots of unwanted gossips on me. But little do they know that I have help avoid any of us from getting any lecture from management and stuff. Who am I to say since they always add salt n pepper. and usually it hurts me more when some people just asked me to care less and close my eyes on them. Even hurts me even more when I'm being make the bad guy for things I didn't do or have tried to fix.

Really make my blood boiled to the max these past few weeks. I have tried to cool down and have tried to resolve by having 2 parties talking in front of each other to settle the problem. End up at the back I got a bullet shot that I'm doing the wrong thing because I didn't investigate properly. Haiz..

People been saying I look older since I came here to work. But how would one not when putting so much on my own shoulder. I love here and always wanted whats best but it seems that alot of people tend to think I should put people feelings over work.

Not to mention the person I care about, always trying to cover for her believe what others says and kind of put me as a bad guy profile also. But than this is life, people will remember your mistakes n others opinion on you than any good deed you have done.

So from now on I will try my best to be the Care Less person. Will not cover or try to protect any shit for anyone from now on. If I die, I will make sure you all die with me. Since its the way that you all wanted it to be.

Bottom line is I'm really boiling now. Wanted to just climb out the mountain or at the seaside and shout my heart out but unable so can only write it down. It does helps cure alittle only but hey, its better than nothing.

So hope the next time I'm writting again will not be so piss off things and happy things for me to share.. Avouir and good luck to my self.