Sunday, April 1, 2012

How to satisfy people??

Well, think this question all also been asking.. Even I also wish I knew... Most hard and I think all would agree is satisfying the opposite sex. Which I seriously have a problem.. Here's my story and u tell me how...

There was this girl which I'm very interested in. And she even knew.. At first things look promising.. Always hang out, message n stuff.. But out of a sudden things become super cold.. Messages will only be replied after more than half a day.. N the reason u always get is I'm asleep and my phone hang.. Hey, i message you at work and u tell me u sleep at work n magically move to your bed so awake only reply?? And also always just my messages ur phone got hang when everytime go back or was with you will be busy messaging others without a problem of hang??

Not to mention hate me for talking bad about her?? Hey, can't blame me when people ask me where are you I say your out with some other people.. How does it feel when each time people ask me is it I go out with u because they know you went out, when I was staying at home waiting for your phone hang to be fix to try even asking you out?? It kinds of make me look stupid when they keep asking me the same question each time..

But worst part is still not satisfy.. Must make people think I'm the bad guy here.. So is it by making a fool out of me only will satisfy u?? Well, bravo, u have done a great job in that.. But also thanks to that im awake now n hopefully will stay awake.. No doubt there is a mixture of feelings for u but I will do my best to put in more of the negative feelings n thinking from now on..

So people wish me luck!!

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

~Heat till the tip!!~

To follow the rules or not to follow the rules.. Here are the Pro & Cons

Follow Rules= Pro is that all will go smooth at the end of the day and there will be no complain from the guest or management. Cons is that you will have alot of inside enemies, people will start talking bad about you behind your back. Until you are left alone with nothing but a bad name..

Do Not Follow Rules= Pro is that you wont be so stress cause you wouldn't care less. People will talk less behind your back because your not strict to them. So less enemies. Cons is that there might be complaints from various people if the job is undone.

So it kinds of piss me off when day by day more and more bad things that I heard that are being said about me. I have to admit that I'm a very strict person and will try my best to follow the rules. But hey, what does it end up into, lots of unwanted gossips on me. But little do they know that I have help avoid any of us from getting any lecture from management and stuff. Who am I to say since they always add salt n pepper. and usually it hurts me more when some people just asked me to care less and close my eyes on them. Even hurts me even more when I'm being make the bad guy for things I didn't do or have tried to fix.

Really make my blood boiled to the max these past few weeks. I have tried to cool down and have tried to resolve by having 2 parties talking in front of each other to settle the problem. End up at the back I got a bullet shot that I'm doing the wrong thing because I didn't investigate properly. Haiz..

People been saying I look older since I came here to work. But how would one not when putting so much on my own shoulder. I love here and always wanted whats best but it seems that alot of people tend to think I should put people feelings over work.

Not to mention the person I care about, always trying to cover for her believe what others says and kind of put me as a bad guy profile also. But than this is life, people will remember your mistakes n others opinion on you than any good deed you have done.

So from now on I will try my best to be the Care Less person. Will not cover or try to protect any shit for anyone from now on. If I die, I will make sure you all die with me. Since its the way that you all wanted it to be.

Bottom line is I'm really boiling now. Wanted to just climb out the mountain or at the seaside and shout my heart out but unable so can only write it down. It does helps cure alittle only but hey, its better than nothing.

So hope the next time I'm writting again will not be so piss off things and happy things for me to share.. Avouir and good luck to my self.

Friday, December 2, 2011

Its Been A While


Wow.. more than a year has past since i last updated. not bad.. hehe..

well, there is too much happening all these times but who cares, we live for the future not the past aint i correct. so now i'm in singapore!!! could say this is the longest full time job i had but i like what i'm doing now. learning alot all these times.

so new place new people new friends new life. so far so good. been working here more than 6 months and never once look back. nothing much to say also. too long no blog so cant really start story telling. "forgotten the emo story telling styles, XD "

so that is for now people..

Merci Beaucoup.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

BA Soceity AGM 2010



Yesterday was our BA Society AGM 2010. A new set of committee have been chosen. got to admit i'm disappointed i din get the chairman post but at least i know the reason why. now have to focus on coming test and make sure i can continue so that can continue with BA Society. btw, i got the vice chairman post. so cheers to me

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Events











well well, since coming to UTAR i have not willy go and attend any event..but this sem so far i have been to 4 events already.. haha.. talking bout events marathon.

Namely Chines Orchestra Night, Buddhist Night, Fate Musical and Bash Party..

all are good events except for the Bash Party, surprisingly is boring. they do try to make it like a clubbing type but maybe only newbies will enjoy those musics that are direct from CD..haha.. they got so much money should at least hire a DJ. only good part is that they did hire a band from outside so can see profesionals. xD

too bad i oni took pics from Bash Party. xD

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Its Been Awhile

so long since i last post something. well, seems like i have forgotten how to blog also. xD

alot of things happen both good and bad but i think i wont start writing grandmothers story here. so no worries.

now i'm still studying in UTAR. success in my 2nd appeal.. for this i have delete my PPS and games, but seems like facebook is still a problem. lucky for me my line is always bad. haha

well, donno why but alot of people have been asking me why am i still single.. answer is simple.. no one wan me o.. haha.. its hard to get into a relationship when your looking for long term and not like last time. so its hard to choose and decide, one got to know the person long enough first. i do have wanted to try go for some gals but its all only "tepuk sebelah tangan" haha...

well, tats all so far for me. will be heading back to my studies. au voir

Sunday, April 11, 2010











This happen last friday in UTAR kampar.. FBF Night.. to me is consider a success as i get more positive feedback than negative. lucky it all when well except for a few things only. but i do think that most of the people have a good time which i like.

not to forget went back to KK and go MOVIDA with some people. its a fun experience. highly recomend this club to others. but maybe its too tired i oni drink like 2 cups. haha

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Month Of March

well well, haven been blogging for whole month already.

its just that now i dont have the "ohm" to blog already.. saw alot of my friends has also abandon their blog also. all have been dead blog.

tis month have beeb busy with alot of things.. exams, assignments, presentation and not to forget the FBF Night which is on 9th april. means its next week!!!

time pass by so fast.. just a blink of an eye i'm nearin my finals in a month time. alot of good and bad things happen but cant put it into words to write it out.

just now too free go and look back at old pics and some old blogs, make me misses the good old times.. do you all still remember me? you dont but i do.

i still recall clearly the first trip i went with you all, the first time we all met each other andthe activities that we do. no doubt i'm in fault here as maybe is my personality that make all don1 to mix with me. but wat to do. its the past. after this event i have made up my mind to nt involve much on anything. just enjoy life and dont do anything extra.

well.. nothing much to update on also.. this is called blank brain.. haha.. emo also wont write out d a.. XD cheers all

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

New Update

Well.. its been a long long time so just update for fun.. 2morow will be my firstmidterm test for this sem.. super ganjiong a.. kind of studystop study stop.. dman my head dono wat its doing.. haiz

now the fbf nite is willy getting on my nerves.. 2morow got meeting dont piss me can d.. i dont mind quiting also now.. haha

btw, 2morow also going to check out on the potential new house.. looking forward to it.. hope all is nice so can make the deal... peace

Friday, January 15, 2010

Icebreaking...



well well.. for all info.. i'm stuck here in kampar since las week till now and i can only confirm if i got class or not on 25jan.. means tat i am rotting here at kampar..

tis whole week luckily have been a busy one for me.. because of d icebreaking... i'm d program coordinator, refreshment and ceremony manager.. haha.. whole week hardly get any slp.. but overall it was quite smooth and can see all the participants have a gd time.

alot of issue arise but hope now it is all settle d...long time no blog so donno wat to write.. so just update.. cheers

Sunday, December 13, 2009

What You Mean By Sorry?

well well.. lets ask ourselves.. is sorry one of the most difficult word to say?
somehow i agree when one did something wrong n its kind of hard to admit. but those are the old days. now, its juz a word to alot of people. sorry does not have the same effect as it used to. maybe is cause most people are more better and better in acting.
so now sorry got 2 types. from the MOUTH and from the HEART.

i was heartbroken by someone that i take very dear to me. so far in my life i have not felt this way before. after all you have done you think that a sorry will cure everything. hate to say it but i just know you too well.. to know that when u are truly regret n sorry n when you are not. you may have been able to fool others but you cant fool me. n i dare to say tat our lifes will not be d same as before. from now on you are nothing to me as i am nothing to you all along. hate to see that this ties between us have to break but u are the one who force tis to happen.

as i will say now. you are imature and u will continue to get used no matter wat as u will not grow up. lies n cheated will keep coming to you and it will hurt my heart to keep witnessing it but i will stop my self from doing anything to prevent it. and dont come crying to me that time that your regretful for i have foreseen it to happen. as i love you too much i will let you to suffer. for now i will slowly turn this love i have for u away n once its gone. there is no return

Friday, December 11, 2009

Gang / Groups??

well, these few days have been as boring as usual as i have said in my previous post. only thing that keep me from full spider web mood is going out for a movie n football.. haha..

well, one problem tat is popping out of my head non stop.. which group/ gang do i belong to? or i dont belong to any at all.. after much serious thinking( which i should have been using it on studies. XP ) i have finally make it clear to my self tat hey.. i dont belong to any. this is why of all the loneliness that i felt.

come to think of it. the only time i got call out is when want cc or just need people to fill up the gap.. d rest i wont occur to any of ur heads.. well, its my problem i think which is why i am who i am now.. alone is not bad. gv me more time with my families as now its having major problem. it hurts me when i am not in anybody mind but it hurts me even more to know tat one of my family is going down.
i have to admit that i always talk straight out, but wat i always say is just tat so u wont get hurt. its pain in d heart when one u care for alot fell. be it for friends or family. i have already make my self to not care so much bout a fren i care alot but i dont wan to have to do d same to family.

i dont mind not being in any gang/group as long as i have family. but now.. i donno where am i heading. i went to kampar so tat u can have more money to spend on but to u i suka suka go kampar oni for no reason. to u i am juz a noisy fella who likes to nag alot and did alot of things tat did not think of u. but one thing for sure i'm not same like u. i put my family first no matter wat. so i can just wish n pray tat u will be ok and not fell too down. for wat you are doing now, once u fell, there wont be a family for u to turn to now.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Life Back In Selangor

well.. i'm back in selangor on dec 3 last thursday to attend my sis first fashion show competition. can say that all of the contestant was good so even my sis dint win at least she wont feel so bad.



well, my aunt n 2 cousins got involve in an accident las sun. lucky no life was taken away so thank god for that. so now i am d official ahmad of the house.. so goes my study mood anytime d.. haha..

this few days with alot of time doing nothing make me start thinking of alot of things. well, d more i think d more i feel like a fool.. a fool tat is being use from time to time. but wat choices i have. i dont mind it happen wif my family but it usually happen wif "fren". its a tough choice. so many time i have wanted to cut all contacts n try to get new one who will appreciate me but it seems it wont happen. i will always only appear when they recall me.. if not like a wind i will be blown away.
life's tough. so as i have post earlier just live with it. one day i will sure stand above every single one of those jokers and prove to them tat i am no fool..
tat time dont expect me to be so nice to attend to u all when u decided that i was the most free person in d world.. now officially all of u are just my temporary frens till i manage to be only me alone. tat time i am sure to take u all as d wind tat juz blow by and wont care less.. thanks alot for some good memories bt i will work hard from now on to deny u all n slowly get u all of my brain contact frens list.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

~Week 3 in Kampar~

wow.. time pass so fas.. alot of things happen lately but i just donno how to put it into words. lets start with a strategy that has happen here in Kampar. 3 UTAR-ians has lost their life while playing in Kampar waterfall. I don't really know anyone of them but thought of giving my condolense to their family. N for those who are thinking of going to waterfall anywhere, do think twice especially wif the raining season now. better be safe than sorry people. XD

mmm... wat else... i was officially a diploma graduate now... except tat since diploma than no four corner hat to wear a.. damn.. XD



still got alot of things tat wan to share or write out but willy cant put into words. beside, somethings are better kept to my self than blog bout it.. haha

so cheers and auvoir

Monday, October 19, 2009

First Day Of Sem 2

hey folks.. its d first day of class. today oni got 1 class.. leadership and teambuilding..

n got... it is juz so BORING... hoho.. 2 hours non stop hitz and i don even get a single thing she said.. worst crap ever.. OMG... and i planning on scoring somemore.. die la like tis...

so since its a bored day. one cant held it but alot of things have been going tru my mind.. it amaze me on how much i can think of when i'm too free... wat will happen if i do this..wat if i did tat. wow.. so many questions yet there is no answer...

well... always there is just one answer tat i make my self.. its my choice.. no doubt tat human will always ask for more.. no denying it..always wanting d best.. but hey.. i make d choices so here i am now.. no point complaining anywhere..since i have make d choice.. than live with it and try to make more better choice from now on.. life don stop just because u make bad choices.. life stop when u wan life to stop.. when u give up on life.. in other word.. ur dead.. haha

i'm still 20 so more for me ahead.. hey.. a young man gotto have gd aim at d future.. if not how to get lots of $$$$... and not denying successfull in getting a nice happy family.. haha

so for those who reading this.. stop complaining on why ur caught in d rain half way of ur journey.. u choose tat road and tat time to get caught.. so live wif it...

So people.. bye for now.. more talking from me some other time.. tis keyboard make it hard for me to type more.. hoho... Auvoir

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Sem Break Over!!

hey people.. i'm blogging right here in Kampar.. yep.. i'm back to Kampar after almost 3 weeks holiday... time pass so fast.. just a blink of an eye and well.. mon gonna start class d.. OMG... like so not prepare for it a.. too free d now gotto start studying d.. ahha..

well... my 3 weeks holiday can say i have been to 3 special place which i kind of enjoy d most.. first.. GENTING... when there just as our holiday start wif my UTAR mates... was a fun experience a...

2nd; BAR CELONA.. when there for digi buftday bash.. hoho... a fun nite wif very less drinking... sad to say a.. XD.. if got more drinks who knws wat else might happen tat nite.. XD

3rd; POPPY.. with few of my mates when there to try out.. seriously a nice place but oni problem is maybe all of us don like being sardin a.. ahha..total pack like one kind.. lucky we manage to get a sofa seat juz upstairs to relax n enjoy d sardin view.. haha...

basicly tats all for now a.. so late i saja on9 so no ideas wat to write yet.. will post somemore nxt time.. maybe try emo post.. XD

Sunday, October 4, 2009

~Digi Birthday Bash~



Yesterday when to Digi Birthday Bash wif few of my frens... as we also have a OCT baby with us so why not go join in d fun... Once we reach there it was fully crowded.. all d OCT NOV DEC babies were there.. party is already started wif d performance n games...

Me and my fren decide to blend in d crowd as the place we are standing was too empty.. haha... lucky we did.. as d nite goes d music gets pump... n so d dancing begins... can say tat nite i dance more than i drink.. foyuh... tired sial...

after the party when to mamak wif wai keat n shi yan.. talk talk talk until donno tat is 5.30am d.. wow.. super geng...

donno wat more t write.. juz conclusion is have a blast.. only less is liquor!! haha



Friday, October 2, 2009

Back In Selangor!!!






First sem break since gone to UTAR Kampar.. Juz Came Back from genting wif some of my UTAR frens...Its been a while since i last go there so its fun.. and not to mention the stupid mist who make us cant see a thing.. haha.. but overall its agood expereince with them... the next time lets plan some where else.. !!!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

TG4




A Video I Did For Fun... So People Enjoy And Leave Some Comment a.. XP

Friday, September 11, 2009

~Exam And New Sem Awaits~

Well people... Next week 16 Sep till 26 Sep start will be the start of D-Day for me.. wanna know why... lets give you all some tips.. a event where all students hate the most? Burning Mid-Night Oil that happen before and during this period? Lots Of COFFEE needed also? hehe... if cant guess than too bad o.. if know than you will know how D i am tat time d a.. even now oredi D-ing!!!! help help..

the FBI n CSI has been sent out to search for the missing STUDY MOOD.. but so far only manage to find fakes one.. the STUDY MOOD or better to be known as SM ( don simply think think a people.. hehe ) is a master of clones. wat makes this clones special is once caught they will only appear around 1 hour max and poof.. it disapear. like shadow clone technique( for those who watch anime will know )




So juz yesterday 10 Sep have been a war all around Malaysia by alot UTARIAN students.. war as who will get the desire time-table for next sem. its hell of a war as sweat n saliva have been put out.. Those with a faint heart nearly got a heart attack from the war.. Lucky for me i manage to win most of the war.. but what is a winning war without sacrifice.. Mine is quite huge as it means i wont be able to go back to HOME for 7 weeks... wat a waste... misses out on relaxtion n food...

so well people.. thats all for now i suppose.. its time to join back the search team and hope that tis time the SM that was caught its not a fake..